Thursday, October 19, 2006

Moody Mode

Right... I guess my previous posting is definitely gone! (Damn) but the worst case is I don't remember what my blog was about. I think I was about posting a picture, but couldn't find it. Thus, laat maar!!!

Currently,
Temp (T) : 16°C
Time (t) : 23.13 (gosh!!!!)
Location (Loc) : Desk in the living room
Personal Condition (PC) : Very moody (for many reasons)
Solution Approach (SA) : Ice Cream (yes... no matter what!)
Need to be completed (2DO):
  • SCM Assignment
  • SCMS Report - incl. articles reading
  • CCM 'the narcist' book and its 'holy' assignment.

Personal Diagnosis
I think I am in a bored situation. Well, it is not a common bored because you have nothing to do, but you have way too much to do!!! (Hell yeah). Have you ever experienced where you know you have many things to do, yet no idea where to start (well I do, yet see PC)?

Here is the exact condition:
I am doing my pre-master in Erasmus University Rotterdam - which I am very proud of myself as I manage to get into a 'real' university in this country. I know that this is going to be another heavy year, yet I can not help it if I am advice to be a nerd. Big NO!!! A eh!!! Nee Nee Nee!!!

This week I am have many things to read but waste 2.5 days because of my 'personal period' - usually in this period, I will not as tough as usual and easily fall to sleep because of bodyache and tiredness. Yesterday, I managed to read one article. Still, there is five articles needs to be swallow - which is definitely not an easy task.

Also,
  • Weekend is now always 'dating' with Mr. Art(icles).
  • No more movies in Pathé!
I really need a good reason and motivation to live like this. Anybody?

(crawling to my desk - looking on the top of it - directly makes me sluggish)

Well, I have to motivate myself people!! No one will do it for me... Cia Yo!!! Aza Aza Fighting!!! Ganbatee!!! (whatelse?!?)

Oh.. two advices from me:
  1. eat ice cream - it helps (at least to me :P) and
  2. if you have not 'upload' for two days, find some ways as it also helps (trust me!)
Have a good night everyone

Monday, October 09, 2006

Take it All

Searching the world
The lost will be found
In freedom we live
As one we cry out
You carried the cross
You died and rose again

My God I'll only ever give my all

You sent your son
from heaven to earth
You delivered us all
It's eternally heard
I searched for truth
and all I found is you

My God I'll only ever give my all

Reff:

Jesus
We're living for your name
We'll never be ashame of you

(Wo O O)

Our praise and all we are today
Take take take it all
Take take take it all

Friday, October 06, 2006

Be Myself

Kepada para penggemar saya yg setia...

Saya lagi mikir, menimbang2... sekalian memutuskan... kalo semisal sejak posting ini bahasa saya jadi gak karuan, mohon maaf... tapi sebenarnya saya sedang berkampanye untuk menjadi diri sendiri... karena menulis adalah sebuah perenungan dan pengungkapan pribadi... (wah mayan juga bahasa ike)

Semoga masih menikmati...

PaQi (sangat suka dengan nick name ini - thanks to Adolfo!)

Oh.. forgoten that this blog is in english... right here is the translation

(Sorry guys - have not written so long )

To all my royal fans

I am thinking, considering... and as well deciding ... if my next posting becoming weird after this one, please forgive me... I am actually in a campaign for being myself as writing is a private thought and expression (not to bad)

Hope you still enjoy it

PaQi (I like this nick name so much - thanks to Adolfo!)