HEROES the series

My friend is reading my blog!!! hahahha:)

Ok.. it's not that I am sooo good, but the fact that there is someone who's willing to read my writings - the unnecessary or unimportant thought of mine - makes me feels good! hahaha:)

Frankly, I have nothings to write yet...

I started to watch HEROES yesterday. *Everyone told me that it is different than other series*
I personally think it is NO 'different' in term of story line (flashback, future and then current storey line), but it was different on the concept of story. Again, I am not a good movie/ book reviewer - yet, love to watch/ read - and still I think it is "double V" *Very Very lar!* series.

Strangely, I had a dream about it this morning.

If you have not watch the series, there is one of the heroes named Niki Sanders (cast: Ali Larter) who is a Las Vegas stripper, struggling to make ends meet to support her young son, discovers that her mirror image has a secret. (source: http://www.nbc.com/Heroes/about/)
I will not spoil the story here - so check it out yourself!

In my dream, Niki was controlled by Jessica and killed DL (Her husband) merciless. I don't dare to describe because it is a brutal homicide *that even made me moaned for a minute maybe... Gosh!!!* I suddenly awake and really scared!!! I am glad it is 8 AM already.. still never ever thought that such a great movie could hit me. *Maybe I have a high imagination... *

Last Saturday, I went to Amel's huis. **She is like a sister to me** Both of us are coming from the same city no wonder I can talk much to her without worrying her being bored, judgemental or sth - hahaha;)

To be honest, it was a long talking day and hope that I have more time "digging her up" - hahaha:D

Too much to talk that I don't even know how to pour it into writings. **Wait, where is my pink NOTEBOOK!!??!** I guess I really need to plan it properly first before write it

Ok ok.. I need to find some stuffs now and I need to take shower...

See... I told you I don't know what I am writing now... I just feel want to write sth... hahaha:D

Sorry... next time better ok ;)

Oh, good news, I got my hoogslaper - what's in English?!? LOVE it!!! Planning to build it up on coming Saturday!


Ciao

A kiss from You - my request

Lord, this is the gift that I long for

staying in a sun-kissed meadow

watching a blue-sky-roofed

shrouding myself in mist

yet at the same time...

thanking You ad invinitum

Picture courtesy of Audifax

PS: I really want to see it myself...

Someday We'll know

Ninety miles outside Chicago

Can’t stop driving I don’t know why

So many questions, I need an answer

Two years later you're still on my mind

Whatever happened to Amelia Earheart?

Who holds the stars up in the sky?

Is true love just once in a lifetime?

Did the captain of the Titanic cry?

Oh, Someday we’ll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we’ll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we’ll know

Why I wasn’t meant for you...

Does anybody know the way to Atlantis?

Or what the wind says when she cries?

I’m speeding by the place that I met you

For the ninety-seventh time..

Tonight

Someday we’ll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we’ll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we’ll know

Why I wasn’t meant for you...

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know

Why Samson loved Dalilah?

One day I'll go

Dancing on the moon

Someday you’ll know

That I was the one for you....

Open up the world...

I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow

Watched the stars crash in the sea

If I can ask God just one question

Why aren’t you here with me tonight?

Oh, Someday we’ll know

If love can move a mountain

Someday we’ll know

Why the sky is blue

Someday we’ll know

Why I wasn’t meant for you...

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Someday we’ll know

Why Samson loved Dalilah

One day I'll go

Dancing on the moon

Someday you’ll know

That I was the one for you....

On my way back from Amsterdam *it was pretty late really* I decided to put on some accompanying musics. It was not my intention to choose this song, but what this song says is almost close to what I felt a.t.m.

I read a book titled Captivating by John and Stasi Eldridge. I have to say it is a very good book. A recommended book to all women. I am not a good reviewer, but what I learned is a feminist heart is offering a true heart which including risking herself being vulnerable to others and offer her trueself. It's like you are learning to love somebody or something unconditionally - which all of us know that's only God himself is able to do so.

I, then, think about someone which keep lingering around my head. (S)he - this is what I hate in english. You are unable to mention somebody with "it" for a pronoun, either "he" or "she" - is actually the same person as I had mention earlier post. I have to say that I cannot just disregard (s)he. Somewhere deep in my heart I keep placing a little prayer and hope on (s)he. Funny isn't it? Though with all the resentment against (s)he, it seems that my feminist heart starting to work. I used to pray and ask God

"Lord, if it is possible, could you please take this "burden" away. The person may not even "feel" anything anyway. Why should I bother? "

but my pastor teach us this way:

"When your heart is pondering and your mind is thinking about somebody, bring it to a prayer"

It would probably not bring any result instantly, but the fact that you actually have heart for this person is actually really great - in fact you actually already love somebody unconditionally. Isn't it cool?!? You are unconciously giving an unconditional love.

Frankly, my tears drops everytime I think about this... I dare not say I am a holy and superlative. Yet, I am a passionate person who definitely wanted to living extraordinary days with just an ordinary deeds. Is it that hard?

Oh btw, I am thinking about having my hair cut, but not sure what sort of style. Besides, having it cut short might not be a good idea as the weather is really does not look like a summer. Gosh... I miss my first couple of year in here...

PS: Miss you badly... I wish I had the courage :)