Random Quotes

't Leven is kort,
der tyd loopt snel,
darrom gebruykt uw dagen wel

Zt. Francisca van Becelaere (1831)

as crafted on the goblet of sister shown in the St. John's Hospital museum, Brugge, Belgium


Another super nice quotes that reminds me again of the goal of my life

Myn toekomst Gods will,
myn doel God allen

Zt. Leona Claerhout (1936)

as crafted on the goblet of sister shown in the St. John's Hospital museum, Brugge, Belgium

Zt. Francisca (known as how my name supposed to be written in Latins) was actually reminded me of my spoiled "procrastination" habits and Zt. Leona have just ensured that I know what my future and purpose is.

Thanks to my best traveling mate EVER! Never forget these two days with ya, mate!
Our then destination is Montpillier, France and meanwhile, we learn to speak French ok! hahaha:D

(Shut forgive me! I forgot not all of you understand Dutch, translation as below)

't Leven is kort, Life is short
der tyd loopt snel The time flies
darrom gebruykt uw dagen wel Therefore, use your days wisely


Myn toekomst Gods will, My future is what God's want
myn doel God allen My purpose is only God

04.55

Good morning to all nocturnal people

Here I am at 4 a.m. enjoying the sleepless night! I mean come on?!?! Is there anyone actually really enjoying such abnormal time? Obviously I have sleeping disorder *glad tho - not an eating disorder hahaha*

I realized that I haven't poured my thoughts into words for quite some months... I mean I know it's summer and I suppose to have more time then... *yeah yeah whatever, stops the bull sh*tting now* Right (what a jerk!) The reason is, actually, during this summer I have my internship with one MNC in AMS and since then my life is pretty much: work, chat, exams, work and work.

**Oh btw, two days ago, my exams result was announced and I pass! Woohaa! :D**

Perhaps, a little flashback can be useful to spill my latest news

Almost four weeks in July, I was avoiding to meet, socialize or talk with anyone - well except in the office obviously! **Seriously, not knowing why yet I enjoyed it* Talked to one friend and he thinks it's normal. Yet, when I decided to tell this to one of girl mate from the church, she thought that I have an issue. *and here is I hate the most* She also gave her opinion by saying that you should not have done that because of tons of reason. Frankly, I respect her - but clearly I don't need your judgment nor advice. I was just telling you my story - and not asking your opinion by the way *sucks* I was annoyed at the time, but decided to stop the conversation and making some jokes. This makes me realize that I did not love her that much to allow her say something about me... in spite of her loving intention - sorry for that...

These days I try to be honest with myself and my surrounding. In other words, I will not pretending to like you - if I don't like you. I will try to understand why, but will not ask for your justification if you are not trying to be honest with me. My point is STOP faking your a**! I hate to see that. You can love or hate me. I don't give a damn sh*t. Clearly, I cannot please everyone in this world - so I'd rather mind my own business... please the one that need to be pleased...

Other issue I had is sarcasm. I have a tendency *well, you experienced it already now* to be a super sarcastic when I am stress. My joke can be funny if you are a sarcastic lover - but can be as sharp as a knife if you are not used to. Yet, again my society have not known me that well. I think it's best if I am not meeting anyone during this 'period' - hahaha...

I think that's it for now.. I have so many things in my mind.. but not sure where to start telling you all...

I miss indo... I miss my friend.. I miss the day when sb truly love me.. *desperate mode*

what the hell! I hate more things to do than being desperate! *slap slap*

a cliche question - why man is so kinderachtig (= childish)? I don't understand... really...

I miss my tv series...

and currently:

dying in boredom *sigh*
which should not be the case considering thousand to do list I have!!! crap crap crap!!!

hmm.. maybe I should get a baby... perhaps it's more fun then... hahhaha:D
*anyone plans to donate? I mean to donate a baby not your 'germ' (please deh!!!)

ok ok.. I should stop - it will only get worse!