Two months later...

Since the last posting i had (which exactly two months ago), I see that so many things happens entering the year of 2008. It is almost the first quarter of the year already btw! So, what have you done so far?

I had a lot to tell, but not much interesting for you perhaps... but just want to share something... *I feel that I am not a productive blogger as if I used to be hahhaha :D*

Anyway ( Yes, Aria.... I am so in to saying this) I had quite an interesting conversation today. Again, after reaching my "a quarter century" age, the topic doesn't deviate much from soul mate. *interesting, isn't it?*

Once, I had a sort of agreement with a friend of mine. He is really a good friend of mine. We are not as close as anyone thought - but we do care about each other very much (especially in our spiritual journey). A few years back... *i guess about 3 years ago - or even more* ... we went out *no no.. we weren't dating* and we found ourself just so alike to each other. From the way we think, our preference, our taste and our sense of humor - we are just so click!!! *Frankly, I a was amazed!* It is just so rare for you to find a person who can click with you that much really... What we decided then was to consider each other by the time i reach my 26th. *Yes.. yes... it is nutty thought - but why not?* I mean.. after years of knowing somebody, wouldn't you think that there probably the only person who know you well or you know him well?

In my entire life, I used to date somebody who I had never had a nodding acquaintance with.. the only reason: I don't want to hurt my friend... *strange, but I did appreciate my friends and friendship is really precious to me* Yet, lately... I have a contradictory thought. I told my friend that I don't want to marry the wrong person. I'd rather wait for a while... selecting the high quality man who fears God... and then blessed in a holy matrimony... The question is how long is a while... Whether we realise it or not as a woman, we have our "blossom and fade" days... the only thought is whether you will always be a blossom woman in your life, no matter what...


epilogue

Lord, you know what awe my heart... you know how to amaze me... you know how i long for a person who will understand my language... but despite all.. I long for you more in my life, day by day, minute by minute... so that I will always be your blossom woman...

Even though I walk
through the valley of the shadow of death, ^[a]
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff,
they comfort me.

One thing I ask of the LORD,
this is what I seek:
that I may dwell in the house of the LORD
all the days of my life,
to gaze upon the beauty of the LORD
and to seek him in his temple.

Psalm 23:4 and 27:4 (NIV)

Never will I stop seeking you with my heart....