The facts

The fact that I just realized how much this all means.. is kinda struck me...
The fact that you ever think about this all... is just so sweet...
The fact that I hate your decision... is, somehow, amazed me too...
The fact that I care about you... is what makes me smile... all the time..
The fact that I cannot be with you.. all the time... is my deepest regret...


Meanwhile,


All of my days...
I want to praise...
The wonder of Your mighty love...


Some pieces of me is on wondering mode - just wonders

*I miss home... deeply

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

10 things I hate about you*

I hate the way you talk to me,

and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car,

I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big dumb combat boots

and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick,

it even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right,

I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh,

even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around,

and the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,

not even close

not even a little bit

not even at all.

*A poem read by Kat (Julia Stiles) in 10 things I hate about you, which is the only movie that I find it original and fresh during my sweet high school

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you - not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

Let's see where my happy ending goes...

True to You

If you see this storyboard, the picture portrays each stage of our life. Although I am not a researcher, but one of the sample in this universe, I know for sure each of the stage shall happen.

Today,

A sadness infiltrates my heart and my conscious.

I know why, but I don't want to deny.

I want to cry, but I am holding on.

It's just that knowing you in my life is a blessings, really.

I thank God for His gentle love, touching my deepest fear.

I know for sure each stage of my life shall happens with Your glory.



James 1:17
Every good and perfect gift is from above, coming down from the Father of the heavenly lights, who does not change like shifting shadows.



A simple prayer

Father oh Lord, headache sounds like heartache, but You know it's totally different. One works with 500mg paracetamol, the other might works with 1/2 lt of Baygon.. (sorry that I am exaggerated)
But just don't even let myself EVER deny Your faithfulness, please don't...
[Your love is too great... to be spoiled... just like that..]