Honestly, I haven't got any plan what to write. Yet, it seems that today is the day when a new entry must be in the blog-chart. Heuheuheue :)
My plan for today is to study and study again, I hope I will not waste that much time again... well, I actually did not considered it as wasting time as I am enriching myself with the wisdom of God. I did not realise that God has been great and fulfilling my need everyday. Yesterday, the time which I spent for worrying my future, I realised that He has given me much more than I had expected. Give me instances? Right, here they are....
I have always worried that I will not find any job, that I will not be able (sort of) repay back my parent 'investment', that I will just waste it like that when I am starting my family - you know when a woman get married and just abandon her degree like that.
Well, surely if I have reached this stage so far, there is no way to turn back as this is what I want - though initially I was not sure about it
Just imagine that your parent have invested- say a price of a house and a nice car and for not being so selfish instead - and you might not be able to repay back in the next two years (unless you win a lottery), what will be in your mind? I know that my parent often says that it is not a loan, it is not debt - look how amazing parent is! Yet, I cannot help it when I think the investment they made! It is HUGE amount!!! This is why I and many of us (who know how much their parent pay and try -very hard- to hold their own needs) starts worrying. The 'what if' question always haunt me.
But yesterday... I saw many opportunity, found many loves surrounding me, and realised how great is our God. I have my family surrounding and supporting me which I am sure I will not die or 'stranded' somewhere without having any decent job. I just realised that my worries has overcome my mighty God. The quotes from Joel Osteen is so true:
Do not magnify your problem, but magnify your God!
You see... it is about magnifying the problem that I cannot see the way He prepared (yes, already!!!) I am just so thankful that holy spirit show me how great my Lord is... It is a new experience for me... also, one other quotes from my RBC online devotion
Study the bible to be wise; belive it to be safe; practice it to be holy
Definitely cool! ~ makes me wondering what I am doing this years ~ So, really, it is an awesome day for me... especially my title shows you the weather of today! Yup, Rotterdam in a nice mood... everything so bright and sweet to me... isn't it incredible that weather can give you so much influence?!? (i know it has been researched before, just don't get it why?)
I guess I better starts my study now... So many chapters to go... Oh one nice verse for you:
Philipians 4: 13
I have the strength to face all conditions by the power that Christ gives me
Ciao
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