Meeting 'old' Friend

This morning I wake up pretty late (almost noon) - that's because me and Alstair had a 'fun' quality time *I often use quality-time as serious but fun chat* last night. It actually started with my msn nick name that basically says:

"I need chicken TALK!!!! talk, Talk, TAlk, TALk, and TALK!!!"

Seriously, I am soooooo bored! I am so in need to talk!!! It doesn't mean I have nothing to do, but just a chicken talk... Randy and Steph has been very helpful the night before, but I need more than a-cup-of-ice-cream-with-baileys session. *Just found out that it taste goooood* then, the "chicken talk" syndrome require more on the next day.

My other friend in Amsterdam - who probably desperately listening to me - is recently busy with family reunion visits. I did send him a text, but he replied busy. Fine... so there we go, a "chicken talk" with Alstair. *somehow, though he can be annoying, he is actually sweet and tender hihihi* ehm... i mean.. he is really a good guy.

I spent the early afternoon with updating stuff, checking email, taking care on bachelor thesis survey, and working on IMR assignment 3. I received a phone call from my-ex vriend, and we went out for coffee. Sometime, I need to listen to what he says. He is a typical Dutch person who really have the-sky-is-the-limit dream, and try to make it come true. I do envy him as somehow his dream did come true - and it makes him feel complete! To me, I don't give a **** (hahaha, if you think about sth bad, that's your problem, that's why I put on *, hahaha) about his religion or whatever he believes on, but the possitive attitude and the ability to dream is the only thing that really need to be nailed down on my head! Honestly, I am glad to meet him. I do need encouragement lately...

Just now I arrived.... I meet Okta in msn, and we talk a lot... the only thing I remember is 'give thanks' She told me about a wretch that living in her surrounding. I am glad that I am online. She seems really in need for encouragement. *Thank you God, for the quality time we had*

My point is just give thanks. No matter how miserable you life now or maybe unable to have faith on, just hanging there... have a little faith in Him. Nothings is useless... you'll see it soon...

Have a nice day...

(a pile of paper waiting... *no complain!!!* just sing it... lala lili lala lili...)

and the chickend has talked :D